THE FIRST STEP...OR RATHER...THE FIRST STAB!

Here I SHOOT....
Starting anything is the most difficult part I always think.Especially the specific things which you see and then get inspired and start to do immediately and then after a few minutes you wonder 'whats the point?'
Blogging is such a thing for me...Amitabh Bacchan blogs,so does Aamir Khan,Shobhaa De and also a bunch of Chokhe-Aangul-Dadas -and-Didis like her I assume.But I was inspired by my college senior Mahul Da whose blog I just checked out 10 minutes earlier and underwent the obvious cycle that I mentioned in the last paragraph.So a few minutes earlier I was thinking of Blogging as a novel idea of expressing myself and good use of time I spend playing updating online games and social-networking site profiles of mine at late nights (By the way, it is 3:50 a.m. in the morning now).Now lots of things are crossing my mind as if I am standing in the middle of the national highway and the concerns are zooming past me...or just through me.
What am I doing,I will end up doing something silly,It will be fun and relaxing,It will be a liability,Nobody is forcing you to write this,I may end up creating a piece of world appreciation,What are you...nuts,People will call you crazy and mad...aaaaaahhh...STOP!
See,the highway is a two way one in which every thought is moving at a breakneck speed.Once in, you really have to put your foot down to get out of that net.How did I break out,you ask? Well,I remembered a piece of advice I myself gave a person a few nights back...Thoughts alone do not lead you anywhere,Thoughts coupled with Proper Actions gets you forward.I suddenly figured that either I have to write,or I don't. Its silly to think of it as such a complex problem that is foxing the hell out of me. So, what I decided you surely have understood by now.
You know...Probably I wasted a good opportunity to portray as a cool,knowledgeable,'Jhakaas' guy with loads of good qualities.But I dont want this space to be about me.No...I want this space to reflect what I am thinking at that specific moment of time.Because I think that is the most important and least practiced exercise of all.I want to conserve a piece of time here and why am I thinking like I am thinking right now and where it leads.Yes...that is what I want here.I do not know at the start what I will end with and by the time I end I will be so absorbed with the current thought that I will probably forget what I started with.That will be the ideal for me and if that happens then only I will consider my this endaevour as somewhat of a success.
OK, enough of this tonight...or today(4:10 a.m. now).Sorry,if I bored you but if you are bored you wont probably be seeing this sentence right?Yeah.So,adios amigos,saionara,bye bye and hope to converse with you soon,though I have my doubts.Bubbye.